Well a whole hell of a lot has happened since the last time I blogged! I must admit I should have blogged a thousand times I have been in so many different experiences, situations, spaces and places that I would have tons of things to type about and share. Yet honestly I have been severely numb! You remember last time I turned a beautiful new age! I didn't celebrate it like I would have liked to I might have been a little sad about that! Im wondering more often and willing to admit it, "what in the hell am I doing?" Recently I've become a tequila-ologist, I hated the taste and smell of liquor. Uhh so now I love the taste of liquor, hmmmnn! Im going to call this experimental dabbling, yep thats what it will be! Im surrounded by some very weird happenings. I need a new environment! Slow paced, small town, I can manufacture soap and think some things out? No. Or maybe I need to pack a back pack put some shit in storage and go, throw a dart at the world map (Queen Sheba style) and go? Suggestions? I must admit also I am trying everything that I was afraid to do before, except drugs and one sexual position I refuse to try! So what's going on, when the hell is my aha moment coming or does that only come to middle age, millionaire, white actresses living next door to Oprah? Have had a bunch of ahh hell naws but no aha's? Ready for what's next, I guess.
many blessings, babies!
