okay so I really believe that I should share this. self discovery, transparency and growing is what it is all about!
So, here we go! and if you don't want to grow or what ever your hangup is we perhaps shouldn't be friends. Have a nice one.
My first year of cultivating a garden/farm. What I learned about myself. TRUTH
THIS GARDENING THING FULL TIME IS NO JOKE. I learned that I am somewhat lazy, a procrastinator, impatient, inconsistent at times, moody! What it has taught me is more patience, a more loving spirit, more patience, sitting still, connecting with my god source, meditating on and with God, forgiving, letting go, when something has served it's purpose and it's time to go, let it go.
THIS GARDENING THING FULL TIME IS NO JOKE. I learned that I am somewhat lazy, a procrastinator, impatient, inconsistent at times, moody! What it has taught me is more patience, a more loving spirit, more patience, sitting still, connecting with my god source, meditating on and with God, forgiving, letting go, when something has served it's purpose and it's time to go, let it go.
Taught me how I can tighten up a lot of area's in my other businesses. Funny thing about plants they don't lie, you can lie to them and neglect them, pretend your gonna be this earthy, aggy, universal spirit until that one crop dies from neglect and your lie and then another and another and then your garden screams "Do I have your attention now"?
Shows you in your face kind of how you are in your relationships. You nurture them they thrive, you abuse them they die!
Becoming this amazing gardener was impossible due to my own health not being optimal? You want healthy fruit but your not fit enough to tend the farm, the farm of love, the farm of life? My garden asked me almost everyday "who are you Cleo Cartel". I had no idea what I was embarking in on this experience, I was just being obedient to spirit.
The only experience I had in this gardening game was tending to my fathers plants in his greenhouse as a chore and watching my grandmothers in their gardens. I got it, by golly I got it granny. I get what kept you grounded, literally! Why you never let anything sway you from what was real FRUIT! Im laughing and crying as a write this thinking how far i've come and how far i've got to go.
I don't profess to be a super genius by far, thought I knew a few things. Come to find out, I have much, much more to learn and experience. This IS my story, my shit, my journey so don't get it twisted you don't have to apply this to any part of your being but me personally this here Garden has made me better. peace
Shows you in your face kind of how you are in your relationships. You nurture them they thrive, you abuse them they die!
Becoming this amazing gardener was impossible due to my own health not being optimal? You want healthy fruit but your not fit enough to tend the farm, the farm of love, the farm of life? My garden asked me almost everyday "who are you Cleo Cartel". I had no idea what I was embarking in on this experience, I was just being obedient to spirit.
The only experience I had in this gardening game was tending to my fathers plants in his greenhouse as a chore and watching my grandmothers in their gardens. I got it, by golly I got it granny. I get what kept you grounded, literally! Why you never let anything sway you from what was real FRUIT! Im laughing and crying as a write this thinking how far i've come and how far i've got to go.
I don't profess to be a super genius by far, thought I knew a few things. Come to find out, I have much, much more to learn and experience. This IS my story, my shit, my journey so don't get it twisted you don't have to apply this to any part of your being but me personally this here Garden has made me better. peace
